2150:13.9.06 shitty hotel bar, holiday inn at thistle
leaving tomorrow. there's a huge hole in my heart. it gets harder to leave each time. extremely depressed, and the hotel bar isn't helping at all. it's making things worse. becky was right. i don't want to leave. i have to be awake in 6 hours, but i don't want to be. i want to ride the european rail system for the rest of my life. i want to see edna and alec again. i heard lots of good stories about dad today.

readjustment will have to take place.
why was there a shooting at a canadian college?
this hotel bar is terrible. it's sterile. it's horrible. and the service blows.
how am i supposed to get to sleep tonight?

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