i'm wishing that i had taken more pictures of my old apartment. particularly a 1st person perspective of laying in my bad with nothing but the nightstand lamp onwhile i'm reading before sleeping. i read that camus book a lot and smoked while i did. if i ddi that now i'd wheeze all next day. i really am getting old. it's starting to show. should i be taking pictures of my current place? so that i can remember what it's like to get old? i'm terrified of the day when i don't want to have pictures of my living spaces, because it will just serve to portray how old i've gotten. so what if rob and i don't go out and get pissed together as much. so what.

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