there'a a job opening in my company in germany, and i'm considering e-mailing the IT director about it. i feel unhappy in the states, and maybe it's all in my head, but when i'm back in europe i just feel better. i think it's mostly political, or the fact that i never felt like a loser in europe. there seems to be less of a need or desire to fit in socially. fuck, what the fuck am i going to do?

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