kicking my ass around. it is stealing away my youth! i want to be drunk on robin's couch on the cape for july 4th again. not so much this year (although i'd go) but last year. that was so much fun. so much fucking fun. tonight i went over to ricardo and meghan's, and ended up with 6 bottles of booze, and my old acoustic guitar that jenny tse had given me back when i lived 153 brighton ave.. i knew that kara wanted a guitar to play around on, so i got over to her house afterwards, and gave it to her. we had a cigarette, and chatted, and i was out. along the way to kara's i called dana and jess to see if they were up for anything, but it seemed like there wasn't anything really going on. dana's good to have as a friend i decided. it's been too long since the last bout of weirdness for me to have any more problems with her. it's cool. i want to cut my hair again. i'm debating going completely bald - just for fun. but i know i'd catch hell from becky if i did, plus i do kinda want to keep my hair for a little bit longer. all in good time, i'll be naturally bald ;) i just haveto be patient.

biking was very good today. it went surprisingly quick, and i realised i am having more energy to bike around now. after 3 weeks i am able to keep a good pace up, and i think i managed to raise my average speed to 16 mph, from 15.4. tomorrow i'll do both ways - so i better get to bed soon. i'd be lying if i said i didn't miss that around a year ago - or even 6 months ago, i was probably at the model or the sillhouette getting drunk with my friends. i miss that, but that topic is getting old i think. another good thing happened while i was biking home today. i felt like a kid again. i felt like i used to biking around pretending i was a jet pilot or something. the trees were clouds, and i was zooming over the landscape. i didn't know shit about the military back then, i guess.

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