my rent check bounced. she was late cashing it. i should put a stop payment on all checks that aren't cashed within 15 days of being mailed. even that's lenient.

my check to the IRS might bounce. but either way, i get paid tonight through direct deposit, and tomorrow, most of that will be gone. at least i have no checks out there any more. i totally forgot about the rent check because i sent it out almost a month ago. fuck this shit. i hate money, i always have. i think about a second job, but that would fuck so much of my time up. maybe just saturday and sunday mornings or something. i haven't been going out as much, and i don't spend as much any more. not buying lunch helps, and not buying cigarettes as often helps too. but goddam, this is no way to live. i'm getting sick of crappy, cheap food. hey, at least it's vegetarian / organic. thanks, trader joes. i think mark's rent check bounced this month too. at least i'm not alone. it makes me feel a little better. a little.

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