last night at start! was awesome. athena and i jumped around drunk, and the music was the best it's been in a while, despite the couple of hip hop songs, and the extreme lack of electro. but the thing that bothers me, and is something that i need to get over is putting too much into something that's not giving back in the same way. to cut your losses and move on is tough, and to do it in a highly mature way is even harder. having been on both the recieving and giving end of such a mess i know that it sucks at first, but gets better as time goes on. christ, i have to thank norah again for the virtual prozac she gives me. these chicks help too. they made everything make sense. well....i'm off to enjoy the nice weather and pretend everything's OK....you're OK....OK.

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